I close my eyes and I smile
Knowing that everything is alright
To the core
Close that door
Is this happening?
My breathe is on your hair
I'm unaware
That you opened the blinds and let the
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- Blue october
Тексты песен Blue october
- Blue october - 18th Floor Balcony
- Blue october - 2 A.M. LovesickA walk like a burned out porn star With aching feet for a car My buddy had a baby with a girl named star Makes me appreciate how the little things are But crossing a road isn't easily told
- Blue october - 3 Weeks, She SleepsFor 3 weeks, she sleeps Through the rain I've gotta try, to keep her dry Or I'm out of ways Self books, love cooks Steel her away Through you know, and where ya go All in a day So, l
- Blue october - A Quiet MindA slow strangle with feet on the floor I've got 14 angels and we're sleeping alone In the back of a cave, where the rest of us go To feel normal I call baby up. Leave me alone. I'
- Blue october - About A Burning Firei thought about fire in the sky I thought about fire I thought about love burning in your eye I thought about fire I thought about fire in the sky I thought about fire I thought about love bur
- Blue october - After You're GoneI could not lie Skin untouched growing thicker for every step unwalked And I don't know if it's the cold intention-slide Taking me down But what if you'd sing me alive I'm r
- Blue october - All Of UsAs soon as you stepped through my door, I saw You for the first time all over again. And time well spent seems Lonelier than the way it used to go. As I smell you for the first time all over aga
- Blue october - AmazingHow am I supposed to breathe? I try to relax. I touch your still frame So I can watch you closer And study the ways I believe I belong to you I scratch at your waist line... your doll hair I dig
- Blue october - AmnesiaTrampoline I'm your Trampoline Oh you jump so hard but I always catch your fall So now I'll just Hide away (you know I think I will) Hide away Oh, I run so fast but I always lose them
- Blue october - AngelI'm wishing the bath water clean She hides in the back and is unseen I take off the mask that surrounds me Look me in the face What do you see I feel like a boy the age of 13 My body grows
- Blue october - AnswerIf I can't crawl inside of you, I'm laughing with a broken face I stumble across my self esteem. But to picture the pleasure is making me want my space. Understand... that God wrapped
- Blue october - Ask Me NowAnd so one morning just before dawn you came Out of the forest towards my window With a smile in your hand As the moist air up to your knees started swirling like smoke I saw your lips move Askin
- Blue october - Balance BeamI haven't been quite the same So sure the story of my life would never change In a bright eyed way Rinsed out the soap in my eyes and wrote a song that I'm about to sing It's about
- Blue october - Been DownI dreamt you seduced me Just walked away I dreamt you inspired Then rewired what I say I dreamt you spread your bottom wings And pulled me to the bed But then I woke up feeling nauseous
- Blue october - Black OrchidHave you ever been so lonely, No one there to hold? Pull me in or disown me, And then climb inside. My arms are open wide. Have a look inside. It is not that I am scared to learn, Why I'
- Blue october - Blue DoesBlue does Everything I’ve never seen before Blue does everything I’ve never seen before She’s the answer to the prayer I hadn’t found She’s the answer to the silence…she’s my sound Oh what
- Blue october - Blue SkiesChorus: Blue skies Calling on blue skies Don't take them away, boys Don't take them away Cause I'll never stop I've been to both knees Raise my hands up to the skie
- Blue october - Blue SunshineI see your heart beat through the bedsheets I feel your pulse against the floor I sleep the sadness that no one else sleeps Feel me cunningly adore. As the tic tock clock lies Goldilocks What a
- Blue october - Breakfast After 10White kitchen walls with a thousand windows Turn on Winston in the den And I'm still asleep but I can hear the piano When you make breakfast after 10 And I smell the coffee on your fingers I
- Blue october - Breakfast After TenWhite kitchen walls with a thousand windows Turn on Winston in the den And I'm still asleep but I can hear the piano When you make breakfast after 10 And I smell the coffee on your fingers I
- Blue october - Calling YouThere's something I can't quite explain I'm so in love with you You'll never take that away And if i've said it a hundred times before Expect a thousand more You'll
- Blue october - Chameleon BoyI changed my color for you I shed my coat with caution I lack the beauty you display See here there are the bruises And some were self-inflicted And some showed up along the way So i nod my head
- Blue october - City LightsI took a walk down 4th avenue when i saw it A red line in the concrete Leading somewhere out of sight Something compelled me to stop So i jumped over the fence Started following from what appeare
- Blue october - Clumsy Card HouseBy the way By your side I'll stay If that's okay Then by your side I'll stay forever Here I am standing up Because I want to fall in love with you A sunless day It was a clumsy
- Blue october - Come In CloserThe first born, my heart will call Truly A God-like boy of the sky The fog hissed away like a movie And serpents go home for the night The thundercloud rain hits the freeway The clowns put on mak
- Blue october - Come To Rest (Hesychia)Sit down in the carousel Up front like a brave boy Don't scream like a little girl Shut up boys don't cry Come to a rest that flows From a spring unseen Cause honestly you're sc
- Blue october - Congratulations(feat. Imogen Heap) Is that seat taken Congratulations Would you like to take a walk with me My mind it kind of goes fast I try to slow it down for you I think i'd love to take a drive
- Blue october - Conversation Via RadioYou must be broken By a thousand ways of wasting time Get to the point And off a hundred lines a week No need to change my mind A cleaner shade of thinking time But I seem to act more than I act
- Blue october - Darkest Side Of Houston's Finest DayHe's scared Her ship arrived and came in yesterday The darkest side of Houston's finest day You fell alseep, my love And i fantasize That the wind blew harder than it ever did This son
- Blue october - Die BuyingTempting life Won't come and beg for the last time It's already ours we just came here to claim it And we are not paying a dime In the street you'll find us Vulnerable but lit up l
- Blue october - Dirt RoomI'm like a ghost I'll be living in a dirt room Waiting for the day to be closer To the window when you're home I'll be standing by your back door Reaching for the knife i
- Blue october - Drilled A Wire Through My CheckI try to stay on top of you To hold your body down Your shaking seems to hinder Every grap that I have found Moving every inch around me To defuse your private bomb I stretch myself surroundin
- Blue october - Drilled a Wire Through My CheekI try to stay on top of you To hold your body down Your shaking seems to hinder Every grasp that I had found Moving every inch around you To defuse your private bomb I stretch myself surrounding And
- Blue october - DropI touch the tongue to see A devil's face in front of me You blow your nose and cry The clown demands a sad good-bye A sad good-bye. Black below the tree White horses dead in front of me
- Blue october - Everlasting FriendA heartbeat skip, relationship Inside a bubble bath An icing drip below your lip So we undo the math A sudden slip between My pathetic sedatives A real-life script of how Mistakes became our me
- Blue october - Eye Of The StormI think I've stayed for the last time, goodbye Hope is so much closer to beauty than sorrow I think I'll leave and leave self pity to die Reflection is always brighter than shadow Plea
- Blue october - Fell In Love With The GamePut the knife in the table Deck of cards fly across the room This game has ended someone need to die Cause i put my life on the table but forgot the risk i assume Now it's going down Fell
- Blue october - Follow You DownIt's the smallest things That have a tendency to hurt for the longest time It's like you found a way inside But this time I'm not going to follow you down I'll fall in love w
- Blue october - For My BrotherIt would simply say everything if you would take a pen and write my name on a friend who never cared to let me in. Then take a fast ravine that for three years swimming straight upstream and the
- Blue october - Graceful DancingDescribe the pain That choked your reality It’s all in your mind he said You have to go graceful dancing I closed the door on the war I started last Halloween I’m gonna be fine again I h
- Blue october - Hate MeI have to block out thoughts of you so I don?t lose my head They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I?m alone Playing movies in my he
- Blue october - HollerWhen you holler baby When you holler at me What you want me to be When you holler baby When you holler at me What you want me to I won't be strong and I won't brave I never stay Be
- Blue october - Hooray, It's L.ANote: words in () are sung by Billy] You and me we should get out of this town tonight Cause everywhere I put my foot down It's just another concrete block waiting for me And it's a.
- Blue october - HRSAComitted at twenty two Just to get over you My belly aches blue Lorazepam flu I'm down for the count Always three times a day Sometimes four A bee stings right through the arm The high sw
- Blue october - Independently HappyI feel that it's hard enough to say good-bye. I feel there's the water. Should I sink or dive? An empty plate, fill up my sentimental morning star. I steal the art of putting truth in a l
- Blue october - Inner GlowI'm like a storm cloud eager when you go out Calm again I'll ask permission for the wrong to win Drop the bomb and get your story out and get it on In a haze the beginning of your days
- Blue october - Into The OceanI'm just a normal boy That sank when I fell overboard My ship would leave the country But I'd rather swim ashore Without a life that's sadly stuck again Wish I was much more masc
- Blue october - It's Just Me[Hidden Track] I lost a piece of me in you; I think I left it in your arms. I forget the reasons I got scared, But remember that I cared quite a lot. You see but lately I've been on my o
- Blue october - Italian RadioI ended the book that I'm writing. The part about you I'm tearing it out. A simple goodnight, stop fighting, There's nothing left to even read about. I'm leaving you here my darling, to search for a b
- Blue october - JamesKneel down Close your eyes Hit the ground I want you to, to kneel all day Alone in this desolate cave So I said Scream if you want to Cause no one is around I want you to To scream all day C
- Blue october - Jump RopeRemember how you used to say “you couldn’t wait till tomorrow for a brand new day” no fuss when ya had to ride the bus you could add a little blush just to paralyze your school crush now y
- Blue october - Kangaroo CryLosing my control Here it is the day I have to go Just sit beside me I can’t let this show How sick I feel to leave you so alone God I’m terrified We’ve lost respect for decency When o
- Blue october - Let It GoWhere do u go When the day is long And where does your heart beat And who is wrong Why do i feel this way Why do i kneel How could i let it go Why do i feel Why do i feel Why Follow me h
- Blue october - Libby I'm ListeningInnertube sunset With a kiss and a cigarette You're better than any midnight sex I can't stop cause if feels too good I won't stop but I know I should Believe me I'm not alway
- Blue october - My AlibiMy feet felt light for the first time in months It was like you came walking across the room Straight at me and then straight through me And then stopped and stood still for awhile I knew then tha
- Blue october - My NeverWill you think about me, in time? It\'s never my luck, So nevermind. I wanna say your name, But the pain starts again, It\'s never my luck, So nevermind. Chorus: I had a dream th
- Blue october - OverweightEver carried the weight of another? For how long? I walk as far as they need to recover For how long? (ha!) I want to carry a piece of who I was before So when I hit the wall, I really hit the
- Blue october - Picking Up PiecesI really need to talk with you I keep stepping on the vein That keeps my lifeline flowing thru I wanna be your perfect stick of glue But I don’t feel perfect at all Sad and insecure flaw I find it har
- Blue october - Pretty NightsPace is picking up Tempo changing slowly gradually hardly noticeable One beat per minute becomes two and two makes four Now where is that door To reality check me out and in and out of this mote
- Blue october - Put Back The StarsPut back the stars I'm out of shape tonight Pinhole black velvet Navigation-skills got lost with the fading light It was there not more then a second ago Now what do you know, what i do know
- Blue october - RazorbladeIn the day by day collision Called the art of growing up There's an innocence we look for in the stars To be taken back to younger days When there was no giving up On the people we held clos
- Blue october - RoadsLast night Stopping by Greeting me with an embracing bad breath Five A.M. you woke me out of a restless R.E.M. I think it's time To sober up and die Now every little second is time And
- Blue october - Say ItIt’s all about steam It’s all about dreams It’s all about making the best out of everything You’ll know when your fine Cause you’ll talk like a mime You’ll fall on your face You get back
- Blue october - SchizophreniaA silver plated numbing gum And Jesus resting on my thumb A hard to reach malaria I've got the mood that seems to scare ya. I'm paranoid, self destroyed. Believe me lord I'm sorry I've got the mood th
- Blue october - Sexual Powertrip (One Big Lie) Bla BlaI'm sorry for the way I treated you I'm stuck in my ways to just run In the opposite way when things get comfortable I'll keep on licking till your flavor is gone [Chorus] It
- Blue october - She's My Ride HomeWe talked Together sharpening the knife Like killing partners for a life Hey we can hide the bodies on the ride home Now here we are We're licking skin to wipe us clean Strike a match, po
- Blue october - ShekinaVattnet svart varm nattbris viskar Att jag ar naken och ny Water black As the moon is full Warm nightbreeze whispers I'm naked and new I know you're always throwing kisses from th
- Blue october - Should Be LovedStop staring, you’re the reason I feel so unhappy all the time I’ve given you everything I know how Your standing on the top of my shoe keeping me from gaining ground I’m sorry if you feel lik
- Blue october - Slow MotionSlipped away out of my hands like a soap once again Hey what a day, gone for the night and then Run back home and tuck yourself in for a needed sleep For another work-week, what a day what a day T
- Blue october - SomebodySo you dropped me Held me by my feet and let me go I fell between the seat, but nothing broke I've yet to feel that brilliant afterglow The one I knew of years ago Now I'm twisted Twis
- Blue october - Sound Of Pulling Heaven DownSomewhere, far away from here I saw stars, stars that I could reach (yeah) It was a midnight, a silent twilight Fell down, beyond the ocean beach (yeah) I assemble all the sand that cover weddin
- Blue october - SwallowBeen waiting and now you're sinking slow Been watching how you rated me low You say water is supposed to be brown I say there's garbage in the fountain Yeah Taste and swallow, swallow d
- Blue october - Sweet And Somber Pigeon WingsThe sweet and somber pigeon wings, cant we all recall when MaMa and PaPa, were the sweet tooth Christmas Ball. A Picturesque holiday family. Of course I was small and all i knew was my Grandpa, B
- Blue october - The 21stThe 21st. comes so soon every month An anniversary of not being strong enough You're much too co-dependent A shrink is recommended Your father tells you to try to be responsable Your mothe
- Blue october - The AnswerIf I can't crawl inside of you, I'm laughing with a broken face I stumble across my self esteem. But to picture the pleasure is making me want my space. Understand... that God wrapped
- Blue october - The Black RoseBlack rose where are you now White skin as cold as the snow we walked in Your lips like midnight That night we walked for hours And I remember But maybe I'm the only one who still remembers
- Blue october - The Color Of My EyesTake back that photograph it breaks my heart And I will wait by the telephone While the silence pressures my eardrum I found a black and white with a person smiling sad at me Now I know can't
- Blue october - The EndHere alone, standing barefoot in our lawn, Worms squeezing their way through my toes Tonight that’s how it goes. I’m at your window kneeling quiet, I thought at least I’d maybe try to get your
- Blue october - The Great DepressionWe are the sons and daughters of a revolution, revolutionaries walking us out of opression and into a no-low promise land. and this is leaves us with a great sense of sadness dwelling inside our s
- Blue october - The Way You DanceSoftly like a touch of a dark angel Her hand in yours You're dressed to kill Can she tell Swing your partner to the right Swing your partner to the left It scares me, the way you dance S
- Blue october - This Is A Heart AttackFrost in the grass glitters Dance in it barefoot for awhile Until it hurts and i'll know it stings Before turning numb I guess you win and you lose some We're at war Realize this is
- Blue october - This TimeAll seems wasted now you comb your hair While your eyes search for a backdoor to get out All you could do was to leave your deeds at the door As you entered this room of sickness and doubt But i s
- Blue october - TomorrowTomorrow I'm gonna find a way to die I'm living only for a lover And the death of you and I But if you find a way to break my back With needles, thread, and guilt Will you cover me in
- Blue october - Ugly SideI must have sneezed On knees I freeze I mean I just choked up Somehow I slept I dream, I mean I dreamt of nothing Able to breathe A sweet relief Now that you're here with me A northern d
- Blue october - We Are To FollowThese streets are as cold and wet As my eyes, flesh and bones are longing home I was taken out of context And to think you had me not speaking for a month or two But it's not you i know It
- Blue october - We're All Going To DieWait up, don't you close your eyes Breathe life little flower You've got 20 t-cells left to burn Please choose life with its sweet and sour Don't sing your last lullaby I don
- Blue october - WeaknessMy weaknesses, Rear their ugly faces on a day to day basis. Stay calm and try to see this, I'm always sensitive relaxing, always delicately asking. But I can't seem to fly away, I
- Blue october - Weight of the WorldA blackout in the room again a busted lip and broken skin. I wake up in the bathroom and dare not bother asking why the mirror's craked and all I see are shards of glass inside of me. T
- Blue october - What If We CouldWhat if we could Put our lives on Hold and meet some Where inside of the world I would meet you Would you meet me? 2, 3, 4... On a park bench On a skyscrape On a mountain Oh yeah, whatev
- Blue october - When I RememberThat boy is gone Sometimes i miss the way he wept at night To be still and not run To be rocked to sleep in your light These days there is not much that will bring tears to my eyes But when i rem
- Blue october - Where The Sun Never DiesI think I saw a place in the distance We've always known it was there When I have breathed for the last time I'll walk out to the end of that pier There is that place in our conscience
- Blue october - Writing on a cup of coffeeMr. Blue's Menu As she waits my table And she smiles when able from the inside And who would've thought a cup of coffee Would make my legs unstable Shaking Under the table Must be
- Blue october - X-Amount Of WordsRelapse Prevent trigger intent Now drown High strung Say X amount of words You're solar, bipolar Panic disorder Seems harder and harder and harder Still you try to control it You mold, you mold Yeah y
- Blue october - YamkelaWasted disposable dying scum Two months tops before silence replaces your small beating drum Isn't that what we're all waiting for So we can go home and celebrate our good life But i f
- Blue october - You Make Me SmileSome kind of light at the end I'm touching the edge of her skin Once so hard to speak Now so easy to play around Catching your eye you know That eye that slapped you in your face and ca
- Blue october - You Must Be Bleeding Under Your EyelidsHer pain is a fog that he inhales Puts down the phone, neck suddenly stale It's just another night with a sad different song Heard from somewhere now she sings along Turn the car-key, back ou